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Abdurrahman Bilal

founder. builder. mostly fine.

consultant. founder. functional at scheduled intervals.

self-taught. builds ERPs, CRMs, PoS systems, and landing pages from a single laptop in Jakarta. i make software for SMBs who cannot afford SAP, and for myself, who cannot afford to stop. currently teaching AIs to do my job. they are getting good. i am getting tired. we are figuring it out together.

this is the link version. the short one. there is also a landing-page version with more reading and more drama, written by the same tired person. or you can leave. that is also a valid choice. probably the most efficient one, honestly.

see the long version →leave instead, also fine

p.s. every page on this site, including the one you are reading, was built with miegai.com. you can build the same kind of thing, in about a weekend, for free. you only pay if you want your own custom domain (i would cover those too, but my wallet has opinions.) yes, this is also the product. yes, the irony is on purpose.

THE LORE

a portfolio of feelings,

that occasionally compiles.

i started building because i needed something to need me back. spreadsheets felt like therapy until they did not. then i learned Next.js, then React, then Postgres, then how to tell a client their requirements are emotionally damaging. now i run a small group of companies. we make software. we make mistakes. the software is mostly working. the rest is a work in progress.

currently building

AKAR ERP : enterprise software, no enterprise budget MIERAKIGAI CRM : relationship management for the perpetually optimistic ANIMA POS & WEBSTORE : point-of-sale for the determinedly offline AMA BUSINESS FORUM : small businesses, big feelings GITHUB : where mistakes go to be public LINKEDIN : corporate cosplay EMAIL : open to good news, brave enough for the rest

what i'm shipping

AKAR ERP. enterprise software for SMBs who deserve better than spreadsheets and prayer. inventory, journal, marketplace accruals, multi-tenant. MIERAKIGAI CRM. a CRM that does not gaslight your sales team. relationship management for businesses that still actually like their customers. ANIMA POS & WEBSTORE. point-of-sale plus your own storefront, in one place. for shops that want to sell online without becoming a Shopify hostage. AMA BUSINESS FORUM. a community + ticketing hub for SMB owners who do not want to be alone in this. small businesses, big feelings.

the deal

AKAR ERP, MIERAKIGAI CRM, and ANIMA POS+WEBSTORE are FREE for tenants doing under 50 juta IDR / month in revenue. yes, free. not a trial. not freemium with a guilt-trip popup at month two. not "free until we get acquired and rugpull you". just free, for as long as you stay small. and honestly, what's the rush. when you cross 50M monthly we send a slightly mournful email and a price list. you'll probably be fine. probably. (AMA BUSINESS FORUM is free forever, because loneliness shouldn't come with a paywall.)

an honest inventory

things i love: cold espresso, well-named functions, the moment a deploy goes green. things i mourn: free time, eight hours of sleep, the version of me who thought this would be easier. things i suspect: that ambition and loneliness are often the same person wearing different shoes. things i am sure of: not many. but the code compiles. for now.

a love letter to anyone reading this

if you hire me, i will build you something honest. if you do not, i will probably still build it, and put it on the internet, and pretend i did not need you to look. either way, thank you for being here. attention is the only currency i have not figured out how to fake.

ways to reach me (lower expectations first)

if you read this far, thank you. you were not obligated. that means a lot to a person who specializes in making things people did not ask for.